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Salvia Divinorum Trip, 2005Salvia Divinorum is an incredibly hard drug for me to try and describe. When smoked enough of, it's effect's, while incredibly overwhelming, seem to fall out of my grasp to fully comprehend them. (Its short and manic duration certainly doesnt help either.) Imagine as you sit here reading this, someone comes up behind you and hits you in the back of the head with an ax. It doesnt physically feel like this, but it is such a radical shift in consciousness that getting struck by an ax seems plausible enough as a description.
When smoked by itself, it usually tends to bring on some physically uncomfortable feelings. Intense perspiration, skin becomes irritated easily, not to mention the smoke tastes something awful, almost synthetic. While high on Cannabis, the Salvia smoke is, for me at least, much more bearable. It also seems to lessen the negative physical feelings (or at least masks them.) I would also recommend taking cough drops and/or cough syrup before
Mariujana Manipulations in 06Building up an amazing high;
First off, it should be said that the participant be completely relaxed in as many manners as possible, giving the marijuana ample room for domination. Allow every aspect of the marijuana to manifest itself in you without resistance. Be as a lifeless puppet granted a spark of existence from this wonderful plant. Every time you take a hit, hold it in for at the very least, 45 seconds, preferable 1-2 minutes, but if your lungs are not usually capable of holding the breath in for long durations of time, 45 seconds should suffice. As you hold it in, allow it to build up, raising your consciousness to another level, allowing for a most wondrous release. When you release the smoke, picture it as a sort of divine orgasm, an ejaculation of smoke. It is also recommended, that between hits, the participant should breath in deeply through the nose, and fully release from the mouth, allowing a few seconds in between inhale and exhale to hold the breath in. This helps t
Ramblings from 06Higher power covers a broad range of possibilities. (A guy in a suit with a beard? Sure, why not?) However he was so consciously massive that the further his consciousness expanded, the more powerful his collapse, (his subconscious, his black hole.) We are just results of this consciousness taking shape, as this being too becomes conscious ever so slowly of something greater than him.
We will live and die again and again and as we progress we become conscious of our future, more and more, until the unity which is our entire known, and becoming known universe becomes the consciousness we unite to become, living and nonexistence, space and time all slowly meshing together to become the one, the whole, only to be born again.
To assume the outcome of these similarities will be met and/or dignified by means of a higher power is as absurd as it is possible.
(There are a few, who are one, each representing a different part of each other, they are connected, yet separate, the distance is the o
Spontaneous RitualsThe act of committing an act of a symbolic importance of a personal, non-dogmatized nature can lead to liberation from former beliefs once inhibiting your person.
Paradoxically, this can also cause new or "super-charged" personality alterations of an unwanted, or "dangerous" nature.
Example; During a time of high stress and great anger I decided to cut myself. Not in the sense of small gashes, but numerous, to the muscle lacerations.
The result of this "ritual" caused liberation from the fear of physical pain, as well as the liberation of subservience to various other fears. It also resulted in a new, more extreme anger problem of a violent and bizarre nature, as well as a stay in a mental hospital. The obvious downside to such a thing is the fact that this particular act of self-defiance was also life-threatening.
How one attempts acts of personal liberation is completely up to the individual. But from my experience, its generally when something is "in the moment" that the most
Unamed Story, 2002 Age 17It seems like only yesterday I was born. Time travels fast when you're trapped in a a maze...
My name is Jacob Daniels, I work at a Post Office in New York City. It's not the best paying job, but I have enough money to own a rather small apartment. Up until a little while ago I was living an ordinary life. Then the madness of the world we live in showed itself to me in it's true form.
I can trace it all back to one day, the beginning of the end. I had just fallen asleep. I was laying alone in my bed. The dream I had that night may not have appeared to be of much importance. But to me it was an eye opener...
I felt warm and peaceful. I could hear the waves of the ocean nearby, and smell the salty air.
There was sand in my mouth, but I didn't care. I tried to open my eyes, but they were sealed shut.
I felt freed from all the pain and worry which would normally burden me.
I heard voices in the distance, but they were too far away to worry me.
I was safe, nothing could upset me. I started
AerosolIt has been a day and a half since the crash, and I have found a cabin. In some ways, this is a relief. I don’t know if I could face another night on the mountain without shelter. Outside, a fire does no good: the heat simply travels upwards. However, this place also raises some difficult questions. I estimate that I’ve put eight miles between myself and the crash site. I don’t know if this will be enough. It Saving...
occurs to me that I don’t really know anything.
The survival manual recommends staying with the plane. It explains that this affords the best chance of rescue. It explains that the wreckage offers warmth and shade. It explains that seventy percent of pilots who stay are located within three days, while seventy percent of those who leave are
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